does things that we said really WE said?
people always said that they changed,they will changed.but do they ever changed?do they ever like want to change?they talk about changing,write it in their own personal blog(s) but do they really ever change?i dont think so.they actually dont change that much.it is just beacuse somthing bad happens in their life,maybe something new or something bad,and then suddently they felt like they want to change.
wakeup girl,want to taste the truth,you’ll have the truth not that long. 
oh how i wish~
oh how i wish i could be a little smarter.
oh how i wish i could be what i want to be.
oh how i wish i could own fast and expensive cars.
oh how i wish i could be earning my own money.
oh how i wish i could be an actor.
oh how i wish i could meet with Dato Siti in person.
oh how i wish i could have more sincere friends then the backstabber ones.
oh how i wish i could be famous.
oh how i wish i could be up in the sky.
oh how i wish i could be a stewardess.
oh how i wish i did’nt suffer from eczema.
oh how i wish i could meet with Dr Sheikh Muzaphar.
oh how i wish i am preety.
oh how i wish i could travel the world.
oh how i wish my life would be just like a movie ‘A Walk to Remember’.
oh how i wish i could be the first woman to be an Angkasawan.
oh how i wish i could have more money.
oh how i wish i could have good grades.
oh how i wish i could help all the animals in the world.
oh how i wish i could change my life.
oh how i wish all my wishes could be true.
loser is me.
never felt like a a loser before.but today,it seems like my loser is actually true.i am one.loser and also stupid.it’s proven by the way.after 21 years now i know,im actually are stupid.there’s no point for me studying anymore so i decided to quit studying from now.maybe study is not my cup of tea.maybe it’s yours.you are so lucky to have God to give you that kinda brain.i envy you and now i think that i dont deserve you anymore.i’m a loser and a loser does not quaify to have someone like you.we qualify to do things that you hate the most.so,ladies and gentelman i am quitting my studies officially starting from now.
thank you to all my friends,lectures and parents.
world isnt fair enough afterall
hey all.kinda gloomy tonite.i cant sleep.thinking about how im going to pay for my tution fees.yeah.wtf.world is not fair enough for me.and it is always ME to be the criminal.yeah.always me.dont play with me,im kinda moody and emo this sem.only certain people can make fun with me.others go to hell.u are destroying yourself if you think that i can be the one you can make fun of.no kidding.
and again,the world is not fair enough to me.
New Year
Happy New Year guys!how was ur new year celebration?me?i went to the curve.hehe and never regreted it at all.met my friends there,zatie,azim,shaq,nanie and their friends as well.
i arrived at the curve around 8pm,called zatie but she still at sunway.told her that the road is getting packed now and it’s hard to find parking.but she managed to get one so,salute her!
sat at starbucks in ikano,waiting and planning of what to do.then Fuzz (my classmate) txted denel saying that he wants to come to The Curve after a chaotic situation at Bangsar.at last,he litsen to our suggestion. 
well,dont wanna say more, happy new year everybody!
p/s:the fireworks at the curve/cineleisure/ikano was the best 15mins ever.