to all uniten students…..RESULT last sem dah kuar!hehe…as for me..mcm biasa la..not that ok,but not that bad as well.i have my 1st A in my whole degree life.haha..kinda sad rite?but actually no..but yeah…hehe..i dont know.but what’s important for me is that i could celebrate my upcoming birthday in august (new sem starts) with ease of mind, dont have to ask and tell my father about my ptptn status anymore and else. (you know what i mean)

well..good luck to all my uniten friends!i havent done my best yet i know but hey, i have proofed that i could be a little bit better then you in some part.

sangat membosankan intern ni sbenarye.ingatkan best..tgk2 mcm hampeh je.nsb baik wajib amik.kalau tak,mesti dah resign dah kerja sini.seriusly bosan and blah.kerja dia duplicate cd la ape la.kena buat 500 keping plak tu.aku dah fed up gile malas nak buat.kalau dapat gaji lebih tak pe la.sape2 yang rajin tu buat la..aku malas.dah buat 200++ dvd naik muak aku tgk dvd dah skang ni.haha

well,aku nak cite la kan..skang ni ramai org yang EGO di keliling aku.org rapat2 plak tu.malas sial nak layan.g mampos je la.haha..aku tak kesah pun..kan aku ada blog ni. bleh aku coretkan ape2 aku tak suke kat sini.so sape2 yang terasa tu,padan la dgn muka korang ye.

to dayana,aku nak tau cite ko yang selanjutnye…sile la beritau aku secepat yang mungkin..dah lama aku dapat bau ni~~

wow.whee to begin.it’s been a week since i’ve arrived here from Bangkok.Bangkok,the city where people shops everyday.shopping complexes everywhere and the roads are very busy.accident anytime but food is kinda hard to find.i mean Halal food.

so ok,first day..20th march 2007 (thursday) my flight was at 3.15pm.kinda worried about the connection is going to be with me and my bf.sms?oh oh…rm2 each from bangkok.but i did sms-ed him tho. i brought my lappy so i can online using the hotel’s broadband.hee..another connection.oh ya,i stayed at the ascott suwan park near chit lom station.first night we went to central world.to find food.saw this one halal restaurant,maharaja someting2..(cant recall the name).it’s a curry house.indian food to be specific.there’s no choice so we ate rice and curry.

second day,friday..went to central world,paragon and around that area.bought my 1st 100bhat lacoste dress.hehe..10bhat=rm10. then a few more 100bhat dresses and not to forget my big spec.hehe…then feels kinda lethargic,we head back to our hotel to rest,untill tomorrow…

third day,went to chatuchak market.oh~ here it was HOT HOT and HOT!absolutely HOT but the price is LOW and LOW and LOW.even there are 80bhat of pants,100bhat of shirt for 2.i repeat 100bhat shirt for 2!shoes,earings 7 for 100bhat or dozen for i cant remember. then my mum shopped for my aunt and cousins and also for my bf. at nite, we went to the flea market in front of Central World.went crazy over there as well because of the price.hehe..

forth day,went back home…my flight was at 5pm Bangkok time.so that means in Malaysia it will be 6pm.arrived here and went straight back to uniten.i have exam starting that coming thursday.oh…

but i still misses bangkok as much i miss my bf over there.hehe…

sawadeeka~

i’ve been missing my old days friends.my plkn friends which i most probably will like never meet them again because of the lost contacts and missing phone numbers and stuff.but in my heart,they will be in there always.prema my dearie roomate in UM 7th college, where are you dear?i still remember u.of course i do,you are my 1st friend there.nasha,miss him too.hehe.dayah,ida,firdaus,my group mates whom i taught of singing choir for the competition against other groups.even without our instrustor,abg farouk, we still manage to sing well. but yeah,without the ruler,we will have to straight line rite?so we lost.last place infact. but im still happy because i did that to the group of mine.the piano in 7th,near the canteen.miss that piano but never had the chance to play it.
miss my walk to the class at the language department.normally walk alone because my friends are on the other class.yeah,pretty i was actually alone all the time.it is not that i dont have any friends.i do have.loads of them but not in the same class as mine.but i was fortunate because it didnt bother me at all.i was actually happy to walked alone,eat alone and im flexible to be in any groups. that is the advantage of not in the same class as your friends.
and usually when the class has finished,i’ll walk with nasha and prema.both of them are in the same class.duh miss the old days..miss the PT pagi, miss the 12am bath with prema..miss the jogging and then met my school friend who is in the other college..miss all that.
miss myself in the kem in gambang.i was very naughty and kind of brave.tomboy i should say.i declared the place beside the water tanker to be me and my fellow tent’s mate place to eat,lepak and watch tv.and the water tanker are actually ours! thanks to azue,diana,seha,mekna,hanim and the rest.thanks to man yg sudi cuci my pinggan (a few times).usually i washed my plate using the hand sanitizer because there are no water at all.or maybe limited.thanks to my lost brother,abg yazid for the rm5 he gave me on the last day in camp.miss him too actually.well..miss my cikgu komando,adek,bravo team,bravo platun 4 team.miss them all!miss them so much actually.
not much happen in 10th college.it is just that i remember what i ate there,and how the brothers and sisters who actually supposed to take care of us didnt do their part.still remember me and my friends were bring punished by the staff because we talked with the 7th brothers.stupid aye?they are just jealous because we dont like them as much as we like the 7th.stupid.just hate them,untill now.still remember we were being punished because someone wrote bad things about 10th,and comparing them with 7th.we were being punished to be in the push up position untill the one did it admit themself.but i made friends with the staff,not the student of um,the army,rela,bomba staff.staff din,staff kamal,staff salleh.most people hate them,but we can talk with them about anything.
rasuk is something common.nearly everyday we can see that.it also contains a little memory in my head about that.something i did not want to remember actually,but it is so bizzare that i still can remember it till now.
cikgu kuat merajuk…hurm..nothing to say about him.haha.except that he is my group’s teacher for the service module.
well…much more to say..maybe in my next entry

people always said that they changed,they will changed.but do they ever changed?do they ever like want to change?they talk about changing,write it in their own personal blog(s) but do they really ever change?i dont think so.they actually dont change that much.it is just beacuse somthing bad happens in their life,maybe something new or something bad,and then suddently they felt like they want to change.

wakeup girl,want to taste the truth,you’ll have the truth not that long.

oh how i wish i could be a little smarter.

oh how i wish i could be what i want to be.

oh how i wish i could own fast and expensive cars.

oh how i wish i could be earning my own money.

oh how i wish i could be an actor.

oh how i wish i could meet with Dato Siti in person.

oh how i wish i could have more sincere friends then the backstabber ones.

oh how i wish i could be famous.

oh how i wish i could be up in the sky.

oh how i wish i could be a stewardess.

oh how i wish i did’nt suffer from eczema.

oh how i wish i could meet with Dr Sheikh Muzaphar.

oh how i wish i am preety.

oh how i wish i could travel the world.

oh how i wish my life would be just like a movie ‘A Walk to Remember’.

oh how i wish i could be the first woman to be an Angkasawan.

oh how i wish i could have more money.

oh how i wish i could have good grades.

oh how i wish i could help all the animals in the world.

oh how i wish i could change my life.

oh how i wish all my wishes could be true.

never felt like a a loser before.but today,it seems like my loser is actually true.i am one.loser and also stupid.it’s proven by the way.after 21 years now i know,im actually are stupid.there’s no point for me studying anymore so i decided to quit studying from now.maybe study is not my cup of tea.maybe it’s yours.you are so lucky to have God to give you that kinda brain.i envy you and now i think that i dont deserve you anymore.i’m a loser and a loser does not quaify to have someone like you.we qualify to do things that you hate the most.so,ladies and gentelman i am quitting my studies officially starting from now.

thank you to all my friends,lectures and parents.

hey all.kinda gloomy tonite.i cant sleep.thinking about how im going to pay for my tution fees.yeah.wtf.world is not fair enough for me.and it is always ME to be the criminal.yeah.always me.dont play with me,im kinda moody and emo this sem.only certain people can make fun with me.others go to hell.u are destroying yourself if you think that i can be the one you can make fun of.no kidding.

and again,the world is not fair enough to me.

Happy New Year guys!how was ur new year celebration?me?i went to the curve.hehe and never regreted it at all.met my friends there,zatie,azim,shaq,nanie and their friends as well.

i arrived at the curve around 8pm,called zatie but she still at sunway.told her that the road is getting packed now and it’s hard to find parking.but she managed to get one so,salute her!

sat at starbucks in ikano,waiting and planning of what to do.then Fuzz (my classmate) txted denel saying that he wants to come to The Curve after a chaotic situation at Bangsar.at last,he litsen to our suggestion.

well,dont wanna say more, happy new year everybody!

p/s:the fireworks at the curve/cineleisure/ikano was the best 15mins ever.

Ey all.i just created my new Fs account.wanna know what happened to my last acc?i deleted it.because it caused so much trouble.at first,all my friends went missing and then i cannot log in.so i deleted the 1st one (even though i love it and it brings out so much memories.alala~) but i have to.

so that’s the story about my last Fs account.